I have been suddenly and strangly cut off from Internet land. My computer has just decided not to let me go there anymore. The roads are snowed in with fussy data signals (or so i imagine). I am typing this blog-post on Dad’s computer. Here I can access my email and Blog, but my favorites bar seems far far away. I want to go click on all my favoirte time wasting sites - but i cant -Hooray! Dad’s computer also has a block on social networking sites (wa?). This means no Facebook, Myspace or Youtube!

I wander around the house a little aimlessly (I have more time to spare now). I feel like a recovering addict, my hand is empty and i just want to click on something, anything. It is wonderful. I havent told anyone about my computer’s internet being sick because they might try to fix it, and this situation suits me find for now.

But why I ask you, do i have to physically stop myself from wasting hours on-line? I know I do not want to do it, but another part of me (a weaker part?) desperatly wants to give in. I constantly feel like i am two people. Good and Evil? Ying and Yang? Light and Dark? Spirit and Flesh? I think this is… they human condition? Contantly torn between two wills, one foot on each side of the border. This is a topic that facinates me. The narture or good and evil and where humans fit into it all.

6 Days until I leave for Israel!
I will be gone for almost a month.
Leaving on january the 11th and getting back on Febuary the 8th!